The blog is back up and running! I decided that I should probably keep things fair and document baby #4 just as I did with the other 3. In case you didn't know, we're having a baby! And, it's a boy! To answer a few questions: Yes, this baby was prayed for and planned (even though he and Maxwell will have a 5.5 year age gap). We are still doing foster care and currently have our 2nd placement, a sweet baby girl that is almost 3 months old. We're not sure how long we'll have her and she might still be with us when our little guy comes (especially being that most things are at a standstill with COVID-19). I'll do a longer update soon, so stay tuned. For now, I wanted to post my first letter to our sweet baby since as of Wednesday, I'm 30 weeks pregnant.

Dear baby boy,

  We are already so in love with you! My favorite part of the day is when I sit down at the end of the day and feel you moving all around. You seem like an active little guy and I can't believe in 10 weeks I get to see your beautiful face and learn more about your personality. You have a lot of people counting down the days to meet you. Your two big sisters will probably fight over whose turn it is to hold you and play with you and I''m not sure how your big brother will react to your arrival but even if he isn't overly affectionate, I know he's super excited to have a brother and even out the family. He even told me that he wants to share a room with you when you turn 3. Your daddy also loves feeling your kicks throughout the day. He keeps his hand on my belly whenever we're sitting down together so he can feel you moving around. You may have also noticed a little baby crying or pressing on my belly, that's our foster baby who has been with us for 2 months. I'm not sure if you'll get to meet her or not but either way, we will be ready for your arrival. Keep growing and kicking little guy and mommy will keep praying for you. See you in about 10 weeks!

Love,
Mommy