Ready for February

January was a hard month for me.  Naomi wasn't sleeping, Mia was feeling very threatened by her sister, and my husband was busy with school.

 I felt like I was failing at my job.

 Almost trapped with nowhere to go. Actually, overwhelmed but mostly guilty for feeling that way.

I am so ready for Joe to be done with school.  Having an unavailable husband is hard.  

 But, the end is near.  The babysitter is booked for his graduation!

 I am so ready to be a 'normal' family again.

 I really do love staying home.  I have AMAZING friends and get to show my girls so many exciting things.

 I just had a bad month, but I'm ready for February.

 A new month, a new attitude.

 Being a mom is hard,

 but also joyful.

 It really is an honor to shape their minds,

 show them the world,

 and teach them to love.

 Thanks for reading.

 I just don't want you to think I have it all together and every day is perfect.

 Because, I don't.

 But, I do LOVE these two more than I can describe and am SO thankful to have a husband that works so hard for our family.

Even though some months are hard, I know that I am truly blessed.